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Wednesday, January 07, 2009Y

Now it's 12:52am... I'm listening to Lee Hom's music. Looking through the lyrics. Brain filled with different thoughts.

Been busy at the shop for the past few weeks... Through all these days, i realised that people get very bad-tempered and impatient whenever they don't get enough rest. I'm affected too...i get mood swings. Crying, laughing, shouting...blah blah blah...Sometimes i just can't control...how i wish i'm stronger in terms of personality.

Am i being emo now? Listening to music at nite just provides the environment to be emo. There's just some thoughts u have but can't share with anyone... Scared that u'll regret after u share them. Scared somehow it will leak and get to others. Scared everything will be different once u voiced it out. So i guess the best is to keep them to urself and try to find solutions? Just wanna toughen up myself...stronger personality! No more crying. No more undecisiveness. No more unnecessary worries. No more thinking-too-much.

Maybe i should just break off from everything which is causing all these... But...i just can't bear the heart to...

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